Archive for September, 2005

The Predator Deer

Monday, September 5th, 2005

There are two camps, and at the beginning I’m jogging back from one camp to the other with some people I work with; for some reason I end up in the lead, which I know I shouldn’t be but I don’t fee like complaining about it. We’re getting to the place where the evergreens grow thick and droop down to actually form a kind of tunnel in which it gets very dark. Inside, there is moss and ivy all over the walls. I always get nervous when we go through here; part of the reason is because sometimes there are wolves, and we have encountered them before. I glance nervously around me as we jog through, occasionally clapping my hands and shouting in an attempt to startle any wolves that might be around.

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The Mysterious Murders

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

There is a woman, an artist, who has come home to find people brutally murdered in her apartment on at least three separate occasions.  Then she has looked down to find blood all over the front of her clothes.  Each time, she’s called the police, hysterical, and each time they came to her apartment, investigated, questioned her involvement, and ultimately cleared her of any wrongdoing.  She doesn’t know why they believe her when she tells them that she doesn’t know how the blood got all over her clothes, or why they honestly believe that the same situation happening three or four times is really a coincidence.  She knows that it’s unlikely that she had nothing to do with it, in spite of the fact that she doesn’t remember anything more about it other than coming home and finding the gruesome scene in her living room.

She paints and writes about this, partly to keep herself from going crazy.  (“Maybe I’m crazy already,” she thinks.)  One day she notices that she has stopped writing in any color of pen except red, and that red paint dominates most of her paintings.  She starts to cry.

She doesn’t have a lot of friends and none of them ever come to her apartment.  Nevertheless, she starts to find unsettling notes from someone else, written to her, in red ink, in her own handwriting.  After that she stops going out of the apartment at all for fear of coming home to bloody corpses.

Then she starts to find hand-written dialogues between two people, both in her handwriting.  One side of the dialogue is in black; she remembers writing that.  The other is in red, which she does not remember.  Now she only paints the scenes in her mind, the murdered people she’s found in her living room so many times, and herself in bloody clothes, always different colors of outfits.  She had never realized that before but now she stops wearing any colors except those she was wearing on those horrible days.

She has a vague sense of people getting worried about her and coming over to talk to her, but it’s like a dream; she doesn’t really hear them, and though she hears herself responding to their words from time to time she doesn’t really know what she’s saying or understand the gist of the conversation.  Anyway they’re always gone soon so it doesn’t really matter.

Then she wakes up one day to find a group of people standing around her living room, which is empty except for her canvases (she got rid of all the furniture with blood on it, which was pretty much everything).  They say that she has been found guilty of murder and must now be executed, once for every murder she committed, in the same way as she murdered that victim, and wearing the clothes she herself was wearing on that occasion.

She begins to sob, hysterically, afraid they’re right, angry that she didn’t see this coming, somewhat confused about how they’re going to execute her more than once.  (“Does it really matter, though?” she thinks.)  But once is all it takes, and while she lays dying on the floor she realizes the truth—she wasn’t crazy; she was being framed, and now whoever it was that was framing her has finally won.

The Ax-Man

Saturday, September 3rd, 2005

We open in a courtroom. Someone has been killed but it’s not clear who. A man and a woman are there – they are both alright, but I think something may have happened to the man’s first wife. At first, the judge asks her to give an overview of what happened and I find myself swept into her memories of the event, turbulent as they are. I see her wearing a pink dress and matching hat; she is running into a house and trying to close the door against a man with an ax who is wearing the same hat as her. I see her husband in the background shouting something.

“Wait,” says the judge, “back up. Start at the beginning.”

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Taipei

Friday, September 2nd, 2005

A friend of mine has bought something that was made in Taiwan, but now it turns out that he needs to exchange it. He talked to the company over the phone a few times, and the last time they told him that they could only exchange it in person. He thought that they were only saying that to try to get rid of him, so he “called their bluff” (or at least that’s how he put it when he told us later) and told them that he was coming to Taiwan to make the exchange.

“So I think we should all go! As long as I have to go to Taiwan, we should all go, and we should stay a few days!”

“What city?” I ask him.

“Taipei, of course,” he beams, “the only real city in Taiwan.”

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